Sometimes the cheesecake just isn't worth its price.So this is probably the fourteenth time that I've told myself that I'm going to end it. And I think this time it might just be it.
We haven't been talking as much. Not all that much texting or talking or...anything, really. The last time he really contacted me was after he saw me in my Halloween costume. (See right.) So you can see what really matters, right?
I had an amazing little talk with a random guy that's in my class. He brought to my attention that guys like attention just as much as girls. So when two girls like him, it's great. Just like how I like all the attention from boys as well. Makes sense. See?
He hung out with his friend and his ex. Honestly, he might as well go ahead and commit to a relationship with her if he wants. I don't want to have to compete for him. I don't want to hang out with him if he's into another girl.
At first I understood it being casual and all, but thinking about it after picturing all the times I see him with her, I just get so turned off. Y'know?
So maybe this time it'll be over. We've slowly stopped talking, and he only wants to "hang out" because of me + halloween costume. Yeah. A keeper, yes? Sarcasm.
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On another note, I was serenaded last week. By Matt. It was so funny and cute! I laughed so hard. He sang me "Fireflies" by Owl City. There's a whole story behind it, so it's adorable. Then he wrote on my Facebook wall that I was as pretty as ten thousand fireflies. :]
I'm going to see my school's version of Beauty and the Beast on Friday. I'm excited. :]
xoxo,
Mina
