It's been 3 days and 7 hours since The Bet. I get on and off horny flashes, but for the most part, I'm doing alright. This morning I almost broke with masturbation. (Masturbation counts as breaking&losing The Bet.) The sad thing is that I was just bored. Thankfully, I didn't give in!
Yesterday during AP Government & Politics, I couldn't stop fantasizing. It drove me crazy! I thought I was going to die. I didn't though. Tonight is going to be tough though...
Random Note: I feel like a bunch of my sentences are starting with either I or T. Yeah?
I'm hanging out with Boy tonight. We're going to The Cheesecake Factory to get some sinful cheesecake. My plan tonight is to call it all off with him.
Points to Cover:
- Choose The Ex
- Still be friends
- No friends with benefits
- Don't feel comfortable even flirting
- The Ex and Boy can live past this and make things work again
Let's hope all goes as poorly planned. D: Pray for me, guys.
We're also supposed to play Monopoly/Sorry/Some other board game in the back of his car...yeah. Let's hope I can control myself and ignore temptation. I can do this! Besides, it's not clear if Boy is or isn't in a relationship with The Ex again. We don't like to be home-wreckers, readers.
"We are what we repeatedly do." -Aristotle
I hope that I inspired you for at least 3 seconds,
Mina<3
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