Why I Heart You

"In the twilight it's so hard to see what's wrong for me."

-"Solo" by Demi Lovato

I have to admit, I've been blogging about Boy's many bad choices and such. It doesn't seem really fair to me, so I want to explain to you what keeps me going back to him.

1. He tries to see&talk to me. He texts me everyday, times it to where he and I leave the classroom at the same time, tries to make plans to hang out, and goes to the side of the building where I'm at after school everyday to talk to me.

2. He gave me a nickname. Mina is the only nickname that I have. Never has anyone really given me a nickname (not one that stuck, anyway).

3. He compliments me. Haha okay so this sounds a little shallow in my head. Basically, he tells me how cute/sexy/smart/funny/awesome/wonderful I am a lot. He likes me, and I don't know about you guys, but I like when a guy really likes me.

4. He has a nice body. He works out a lot and keeps in shape. I kinda have a thing for arms, and his are so delicious.

5. He's warm. I enjoy cuddling up against him--just being in his arms. I feel comfortable and not alone.

It's so easy to be with him, but it's so wrong. He's so sweet most of the time, but that pressure that I know he'll put me through...I can't handle that.

I can't handle being a sex object either. I need some substance to it. I'm not a doll you can play with, toss to the side, and drag back out whenever you want.